Lost in Love

I know I am not your type

Loving you is just not right

I have had relationships in the past

I had then thought it would last

I dream of us together

I dream of you holding me forever

I feel incomplete without you

You are the one who makes me whole

I love you with all my heart

I didn't know true love hurts so hard

I can't tell you how much I love you

Some day in the future I want to get married to you

I may not be the perfect one in your life

But I promise I will never be out of your life

I know there will be tough times

I know we will regret this sometimes

But I also know if I do not ask you to be mine

I will regret it for the rest of my life

Because in my heart I know

Our love for each other will only grow.

The words no one has said before

I held him in my arms that day
For the first time 

We were sharing the bed together
For the first time

I looked into his eyes
I could see the love

The wonder, the awe
The fright, the joy

I waited  for him to say the words
That I was longing to hear

For a very long time
The words that no one else had said before

But his eyes seemed to say
Wait for some time more

I waited and waited
But he just looked at me 

And the look in his eyes seemed to say
Wait for some time more

We spent many a night together
I would hold him tight to my bosom 

Waiting to hear those words
That no one said to me before

But his eyes seemed to say
Wait for some time more

He slept in my bed every night
Could not stay a night without me 

I was his life, his world
His eyes would always follow me

I waited for many months more
Waited to hear those words 

That no one said to me before

But his eyes seemed to say 

Wait for some time more

And then came the day

When I heard him say
The words that no one said to me before

He said 'Mummy, Mummy'

At last I heard the  words

At last I heard him say it
At last he called me 'Mummy'

The words that no one said to me before

This is for my first born, my son Mayur

Who celebrates his birthday
On 24th October
Happy birthday Mayur
God bless you

I wish to be with you

Are you watching me from heaven
Are you missing me too
Do you think of our times together
Do you wish you were here

Are you repenting things you did
Are you sorry for your mistakes
Do you wish things were different
Do you wish you were here

Do you know the day you died
A little of me died too
You left me without a hug
You went without saying goodbye

Life is lonely without you
How I wish you were here
Take me in your arms up there
Or come back down to me

All I wanted was you

All I wanted was to be in your arms
All I wanted was your love
All I wanted was to share my dreams
All I wanted was some time with you
All I wanted was to rest on your lap
All I wanted was to sleep by your side
All I wanted was a hug from you
All I wanted was you dear Mom

Will I meet thee

I look at my phone
Waiting for your call
Our meeting will you postpone
Or meet me at the mall

I long to be with you
Have a lot to say
Express my feelings I have to
You will understand I just pray

I want to be yours forever
I want us to be one
I will never leave you ever
Our life has just begun

Will you love me always
Will you be true to me
Help me forget all my yesterday's
Will I tomorrow truly meet with thee